meeting the girls for singing this saturday! yay! finally i get to see weeinn, haha, like so long since we last met! and the girls are getting excited and flustered over their taiwan trip so funny =)

my colleagues are really trying to make me fat. i need to go to the gym more often and get slimmer and fitter! my april resolution is to eat less! 胖胖的幸福我怕怕！哈哈=p

i'm suddenly an active library member, borrowing 3 books in 1 week. madness.


这段情就算曾经　刻骨且铭心过　过去了　又改变什么
当我从你眼中发现我已是陌生人了

ate turkish food yesterday at shaw house. quite an unique experience, too bad i didn't bring my camera. the food was nice, just that there were a lot of vegetables, like peas and tomatoes. not very used to the different taste, but it's worth trying, the kebab was nice! if i return for more turkish food, i'll take photos!

horton is a nice show! cute, and humorous =) a person's a person, no matter how small.

enthusiastic about their trip, cause i love the idea of an all girls' getaway..

and i couldn't help myself noticing how you seem to be absorbed in only what you want to say.

坠入情网的那一刻，我不确定。但这种心被牵挂着的感觉，就是爱吧。 旁人无需理解.

it would be hard to describe all i'm feeling in my heart. the words are hard to find and even harder to articulate.

我珍惜一切，你一定知道。

现在很辛苦，对不起。但不要伤心，因为我爱你。真的觉得被你爱，我是幸福的。

had a wonderful catching up session with my girls on friday.. we managed to siam what i didn't want to accidentally see, and had lunch at century square's blue urban oasis. the western food was only normal though, but it's quite a nice place, cause it's not crowded. we drank starbucks after that, and had yinjie's lovingly baked malt and honey brownies. yum yum, i like them, very chewy!

talked about lame stuff, finding out what's happening in each other's lives these past months, and also happily discussed planning a girls' trip to taiwan in july though shell cant go. she's a lucky girl! she can go osaka 6 weeks for free, on exchange as representative from ntu. haha her japanese like quite pro! and see if got any more nice news coming up.. haha

meanwhile on the home front, the tug-of-war continues. but it has caused a slight face off with my brother. though i know he understands, but i cant help feeling bad to make him worry, when i'm the older sibling.

so, hand in hand, we wait
for time to tell the sincerity of our hearts
for my loved ones to realise you are one of them
for understanding and acceptance to dawn
for love to prevail

i retract my official stand on being happy. i now feel solidly trapped. and i've no way out. both are what i hope to be able to put together, but there is only so much compromise.

fuck, plans are only for screwing up. why not just shoot me and leave me here to die.

i'm officially a happy girl. at least the negotiations and planning and compromising are coming to an end, and there is an achievable plan in place.

the end of internship suddenly looks so promising and exciting.

now for the remainder nitty gritty details. =)

i'm counting 6 for lunch, let's hope it can be upped to 7!

you told me, in the darkest crease of the night, that you would love me till the moon lost its footing in the sky.

planning to go on holidays has kept me in a bit of a fix. but i'm glad that we're more or less agreed on where to go and what to do. phew!

she told me not to be irrevocably committed, for fear that time will change a person's heart. but i'd rather put in my heart and soul. even if things don't work out, i know i'd have no regrets. it just doesn't seem right to me that you ask someone to give you their all, only to hold back on it yourself.

watched vantage point, it's actually not a bad show. but if you are like the rest of the audience, who groan and grumble after they rewind for a second time, perhaps you shouldn't watch it. it's quite an unique approach to let you understand the story from multiple viewpoints.

oh my! it's so hard to get more than 4 girls to meet for ktv! i miss you gals!

you said you're rational, and i'm irrational. how true, and this is why you are my perfect complement.

and you said to believe. so i shall.

limited time and conflicting schedules are driving me crazy, as a last resort i'll call it off.

i like my colleagues, ate durian yesterday!

and i fell and injured my elbow. wahlao.

the story ended with the man dying at the age of 43, and the woman waits to go back into his arms at 82.

i dislike nocturnal beings, i dislike not getting enough time to myself. and i absolutely hate uncertainty in making plans, and when the plans you make clashes with mine.

went for facial, and got comments that i have uneven skin tone. all due to insufficient sleep, a situation which i resolve to right, at all costs. once the damage is done, it's going to be irreversible. a girl's gotta take care of her own skin!

read a book 'the seven year itch' which refers to the doubt that enters a marriage when much time has passed, and there seems to be no spark anymore. but eventually, hopefully you can still remember the reasons you feel so right together, and remain in love.

and i'm now reading a book 'the time traveler's wife', where a girl met the man she would love all her life when she was only 6, and the man 40. he gets misplaced in time without notice, constantly leaving her to wait and to wonder. i'm touched by how they can love each other so much, when one of them is constantly not around.

watched juno yesterday, and was touched by one part of the dialogue.

Juno:I guess I wonder sometimes if people ever stay together for good.
Mac: You mean like couples?
Juno: Yeah, like people in love. I just need to know if it's possible for two people to stay happy together forever, or at least for a few years.
Mac: It's not easy, that's for sure. Now, I may not have the best track record in the world, but I have been with your stepmother for 10 years now and I'm proud to say that we're very happy.
In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with.

and for some reason, i cried.

holding a cd and looking at another, what does it mean?